Speaking of Tofukuji…

Yesterday, Judith and I shared with a bunch of old time Rinzai practitioners our experience at the monastery. While the idea for such an event is a good thought, trying to make sense of the experience is another matter. We wanted to convey the experience of that much meditation, but naturally words failed.

We ended up mainly sharing pictures of the actual temple and monastery grounds. Even if that was not the most concrete and direct way to give any semblence of an experience, I think we did a fair amount of eye opening to the physicals of the experience. That, in my opinion, is not too far off. It takes the mystique off the place, and creates a sense of context and mood. This was fine, since the people there were fairly advanced and know they cannot relate to the week itself. We wanted to encourage others to go, but to setup some real barriors for those with casual attitudes. Luckily, there were none of those there last night.

After sharing pictures and talking about the personal impacts of the week, we broke out the cookies and chatted informally. We talked through the dokusan pain, the udon feast, and how to setup your bowls for meals. The mood was light and friendly. It really did feel like just a bunch of friends getting together to see each other again. It seemed a pity that the other traditions did not get a chance to see this fellowship.

 

Beyond Belief

I have been through some non-traditional Christian texts, but it has been a long time. I read the Lost Books many years ago, and was struck by how low quality the content seemed. It never ocurred to me this was because they were never developed into the overweight bloat of religious literature. After reading Beyond Belief I can appreciate the simplicity of those books not subjected to canonization.

The book covers much more history and context than actual Gospel, but that is expected because the book of Thomas is short and lacks narrative. The Gospel of Thomas is the equivalent of the Jesus Roku. The sayings and doings of Jesus strike a Buddhist mind in an oddly familiar way. He is stressing that his followers must do more than listen and understand. It must be practiced, not memorized. It can be lived, not just admired and worshipped. You can be as Jesus is.

As controversial and heretical as that sounds, I don’t disagree. In Christian terminology, we are all born in Gods’ image, but it took the example of Jesus to shake us back to that realization. In Thomas’s followers estimation, Jesus was not special. He was flesh and blood like everyone else, but saw how to manifest God’s grace personally. Heaven and Hell are right here when they are seen to be products of mind and are transcended.

 

Chicago Trip

I just got back from a short trip to Chicago. Joel is still there for a Neocon convention and the memories of the trip are distanced enough for me to write about it with some sense. To begin with, I normally like to drive in a big city. Having said that, I unapologetically swear to never think that again about Chicago.

We got there early Friday so we had plenty of time to do stuff before checking into the hotel. We managed to see some of the more touristy places in the city’s downtown area. We found the Z Gallerie again, Pottery Barn, Crate and Barrel, and Borders. We had lunch at Hacienda, which was pricey but very good. Then we went downtown with some directions from our waitress. The planetarium and aquarium were packed beyond belief, so if we had enjoyed crowds we would have been in the right place. Alas, we do not. To make us pay a small fortune for parking to enjoy such a spectacle was only further insult.

We finally got to the hotel and were horrified to have another adventure develop before our very eyes. The place was run down, had horrible Saxophones bellowing from the basement, and carloads of Mexicans in nice clothes coming in while talking on cell phones.

We then ventured on to Michigan Ave, couldn’t get into The Cheesecake Factory, so we had $10 margheritas on the 96th floor of the John Hancock building with Chris East, a friend of Joels’ from the office. Did I mention that it was the Signature Lounge and we were wearing sneakers and shorts? There was a beautiful view out the windows from that altitude, if you were a meterologist. We were kinda hoping for lights. The clouds enveloping the building kept us from being distracted by the skyline so we could concentrate on our conversation with two schoolmates of Chris. We gingerly sipped our drinks through smalltalk and token interest about my job until Joel managed to plan an escape route. We were out of there and sitting in a Chinese restaurant near the garage with relief painted on our faces. This was the highlight of the first day.

From there to Halstead we dropped $40 just to park the car twice. The night on Halstead was not that memorable, but there were a few points of light here and there. We got back to the hotel after breakfast at Nookies, which had the good sense to create Dixie Benedict- poached eggs on a biscuit half, with ham and a flood of gravy. That was worth waiting for.

After a few hours of naptime, we left again for the Botanical Gardens and had the best time wandering around. As fate would have it, there was a Japan Festival underway. We took pictures of Bonsai and Ikebana and had good Japanese street food. We also saw quite a few striking gardens and Joel got up close and personal with his two favorite things- chocolate and coffee.

We then wised up and parked the car once at Halstead and took the L into downtown. After walking too far, we discovered the Museum was closed for a private event. Two and a half hours to get there, and it was closed, crawling with police. We threw our hands up, browsed through Borders, and stopped at a great BBQ place near the L stop. So far, that was the first good suprise. While we munched corn on the cob and ribs, the police were busy escorting vans, limos, buses and cars down Chicago street. There were Secret Service agents everywhere. Somehow the commotion added to the charm and irony. We were gnawing ribs on the front porch as the rich, powerful, or just plain political were being chauffered about.

A quick trip back through the Addison station, a stop by the car, and we were on to Halstead again. The stars were out that night.

We got some good sleep in our corner suite and found the IndoPak community access channel. Naturally, we were now craving Indian for lunch. Despite bad directions from the INDIAN hotel clerk, we managed to fight traffic to Devon and Western. We had a good meal and did a little walking, but we were paranoid about getting to the airport on time. Good thing we were. We just made it just in time to meet Courtney and get me off to my gate a little early.

The trip back for me was spent face down in a book about the Gospel of Thomas, who was clearly a Buddhist. That is a different blog entry, though. Somehow I managed to lose my Diamond Sutra book I got at Borders for the flight back. I picked up Beyond Belief in the airport bookstore and read half of it. We were delayed because the plane was caught in bad weather before arriving in Chicago. It was smooth flying all the way home and I caught a few minutes of sleep right after takeoff.

Needless to say I slept solid that night, and the alarm drove me out of a very deep sleep. Now that I have had a day to interfuse the truth with some opinion, I can see that the best part of the trip was suffering it all with Joel.

 

Shinji Shobogenzo

This is a collection of the 301 Koans that Dogen used as examples in various places in his Shobogenzo writings. The pages are rife with the clarity of the incidents recorded and have a coherent commentary to explain the cultural references we miss. The collection is not organized per se, nevertheless the stories come alive and move directly in our lives today. We can easily identify with the thirsty monks, and we can learn from the caring responses they get from their masters. This is true of any collection, but this group of stories cuts across all organized collections and classifications. Having so many stories between two covers is a rare find.

 

New Weblog installed

Sorry for the delay, but I now have a new hosting setup and I will be posting here from now on.